Back at it again. At last.

Dear beloved readers,

Oh my god, how very long has it been since I've began writing? I know I know, I mean, I keep saying, I keep promising to myself that I will regularly write on this blog and true enough, a couple months will pass by and not a thing will be written. But hey, it's a brand new start to a brand new year, so why not continue this blog and start off with a bang?

Anyway, so very much has been happening, and where do I begin? I mean, I could regale to you guys the moment I went psycho and suicidal and try to off myself but hey, I don't like to dwell on bad memories and that's another story for another day for you readers. Well, I'm finally in a university (National University of Singapore by the way, studying Computing Science) and that I'm loving every moment of it. And oh, I've joined the martial arts team in my school (it's Silat by the way, look it up, I'm sure it won't disappoint you.) and life as I know it couldn't be better. I've starting praying a lot and it brings me a sense of peace to do so.

I've also tried my hand at being in relationships by so far not so good. I mean, it's kinda hard for me. :\ Maybe I don't have the right "mojo"? Or maybe I'm acting too eager? I don't know what it is, but I've learnt a lot from all these complicated stuff that I've been through.

Hey, writing really it therapeutic! Besides, this feels like a sounding board to reflect all of my thoughts into the world out there. I mean, I hope that there's somebody out there on the other side of the world reading my blog and saying "Yeah, I know what you mean." and unconsciously nodding their heads... Haha I'm imagining too much. :)

I've read a lot of blogs and learnt much from what's out there. And I realize that the best of them, the one with plenty of readers, convey their messages pretty much like stories and makes walking or jogging through a park as dangerous and exciting as one of those action thriller movies like "Mission Impossible". I'm going to make it my new year resolution to be able to write like that. And to write regularly too. Cross my heart :)

And yeah, I would kinda love to have feedback from my readers! If I have any that is haha :P It's just that deep down in my heart there's somebody out there that takes a interest in my life, or any life for that matter, because, isn't that what being human is supposed to be? I mean, the sharing of life stories all inter-connected into this one giant web where we all affect each other. Well, that's how I view the human spirit anyway. Till, next time, as always. :)

The one who wishes all those who read this a Happy 2012,
Lokman